Kayla Ash, M.S.W. (Insert Position Here)

Decisions! Decisions!

I should be finishing up a project right now, but I just wanted to write a few words. I don’t even know who all reads my posts, so, this may go no farther than my own computer screen. As some of you may know, I am a Social Work student working on my master’s degree. Half of our education is in the classroom while the other half is actually out in practice. We have internships every semester that require us to put in 240 hours…and let me tell you, these are no easy-measley hours! But the opportunities are endless and the experience is one-of-a-kind.

Right now, I am an intern for the Battered Women’s Program and I do everything from crisis calls to case management to advocacy to referrals. Did you know that in the US alone, every 9 seconds a woman is abused by her partner and nearly 60% of homeless families are fleeing domestic violence. Also, Louisiana ranks #2 in the most homicides related to domestic violence and a woman will leave 5-7 times before making that permanent separation from her abuser. The things I encounter every week are mind-blowing and constant reminders of how sin has affected this world. Without Christ, we are completely capable of every form of destruction and evil. If I am honest with myself, I am mostly overwhelmed when I consider my responsibility as a believer to shine the truth and grace of Christ into these dark parts of the world. But I know that Christ is before all things and he sustains all things:

For by him all things were created, in heaven and on earth, visible and invisible, whether thrones or dominions or rulers or authorities—all things were created through him and for him. And he is before all things, and in him all things hold together. Colossians 1: 16-17

I know that my encounters with those women and children are not by accident. I just pray that I can be bold to share the Gospel with them in every way and to offer the only satisfying comfort that comes from the Lord. My internship at BWP ends in May, and I will have another internship starting in August. And uh…yeah, prayers are greatly appreciated!

This past week, I attended a Field Fair for my internship next August. All of the agencies were there representing and I had some sort of idea for what I wanted to do…but after the fair, I am left confused!  I was considering medical social work, but am now STRONGLY considering school social work. I know that kids at school need SO much support, especially children who are at risk. They have no support system at home and when they come to school, they are looking for an outlet and an escape from what they experience at home. I want to love them, provide support for them. And most importantly, show Christ’s love to them and their families.

My internship for the fall is very serious because it is my last internship before I graduate. So, this decision is VERY important to my future. In light of this, I have decided to bring it before the Lord. (and you are thinking…”duh”) But seriously, when I applied for the internship I have now, I basically read through the descriptions and jotted down a few agencies that interested me. I don’t doubt for one instant that the Lord sovereignly placed me at BWP, and I am thankful.

Friday night, I opened up my bible to John and my eyes were drawn to a verse I had underlined. 6:38, which says:

For I have come down from heaven, not to do my own will but the will of Him who sent me.

Further down, Jesus explains what His will is:

For this is the will of my Father, that everyone who looks on the Son and believes in Him should have eternal life. John 6:40

My prayer is that no matter where I find myself interning, I show Jesus to those I meet so that they might believe in Him and be saved.

I desire to follow the His lead on where I am supposed to be next year, and I am excited to get to it! Not long from now (just 14 months away!), you might be seeing “Kayla Ash, M.S.W. School Social Worker” on my name tag Woohoo!

Consider this..

Oh, the great and mighty mercy of an All-Capable Father

That He gives rest to us as sons and daughters

Who without joy trudge, weak and weary,

Through the land. Oh, banish your dreading, fearing

And taste sweet joy as throne bells ring!

By the grace of Jesus-God, Savior, King

“Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.” Matt. 11:28-30

Operation: Uganda

I was recently given a book called Operation World. It is a guide for how to pray for all the nations of the world. It has every country represented in alphabetical order with all sorts of interesting facts such as population/sq km, percentages of different religions, political history, answers to prayers, and an even longer list of prayer requests. It also recommends different mission organizations that could be of assistance for anyone willing to go to these countries to carry the name of Jesus to the people living there.

The church I attend has partnerships with a few organizations in Uganda and takes trips there every year and a half or so. We receive updates from the missionaries in Uganda, so I was interested to see what this book had to say about this country. Here are a few facts:

Area: 241,551 sq km

Population (2010): 33,796,461 or 140/sq km. 49% of the population is under 15 yrs.

Life expectancy: 52 years

Politics: Under Anarchy rule until the late 80s when a “no-party” democracy was put into place.

Religion: Freedom of religion. Nearly 85% claim Christianity while nearly 12% claim to be Muslim. Of the 85% who claim Christianity, nearly 80% are either Catholic or Anglican. Roughly 10% of those who claim Christianity only do so as a way to say they don’t follow Islam.

Economy: Uganda is blessed with very fertile land and three growing seasons. 80% of the work force is agriculturally based, but because of conflicts in international business communities and the widespread of AIDS, poverty is a MAJOR issue.

Literacy: Only 68% of the population are literate and out of 45 different languages, only 18 of them have translations of the Bible.

Please pray for Uganda and the missionaries there. Pray that the Holy Spirit would unify the growing body of believers there and pray that He would send others to go and minister to and with them. Pray that they people of Uganda would not find a “religion” to suit their personal preferences but that they would find Jesus to be the ONLY TRUTH.

“Jesus said to him, ‘I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.’” John 14:6

www.operationworld.org

None But Jesus

The song of my heart

None But Jesus by Hillsong United

Lead by example

Hours after posting my latest entry, I found myself pondering on my commission to store up treasures in heaven instead of on earth. And I’ve concluded that I left it incomplete. I mean, what does that look like? No, now I am not an example of what this looks like, but I feel compelled to look at an example from the Bible on what it means to ‘seek the Kingdom’ and ‘treasure the Lord.’

Jesus is our ultimate example, of course:

“Have this mind among yourselves, which is yours in Christ Jesus, who, though He was in the form of God, did not count equality with God a thing to be grasped, but made Himself nothing, taking the form of a servant, being born in the likeness of men. And being found in human form, He humbled himself by become obedient to the point of death, even death on a cross.” Philippians 2:5-8

“A new commandment I give to you, that you love one another: just as I have loved you, you also are to love one another. By this all people will know that you are My disciples, of you have love for one another.” John 13:34-45

“You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind. This is the great and first commandment. And a second is like it: You shall love your neighbor as yourself.” Matthew 22:37-39

“And going a little farther He fell on His face and prayed, saying, “My Father, if it be possible, let this cup pass from me; nevertheless, not as I will, but as You will”…Again, for the second time, He went away and prayed, “My Father, if this cannot pass unless I drink it, Your will be done.” Matthew 26:39 & 42

Jesus, God in flesh, came down from his reigning throne and absorbed the holy wrath of God for our sin. This is the ultimate example of God’s love for us. This is the Gospel. Jesus is also the ultimate example of our submission to God. He knew that God’s wrath was coming and said that if there was no other way for His wrath to pass over our sin, that He’d willingly take it. He would willingly drink every last drop. He knew that this was God’s will. Clearly, Christ’s heart was not set on the temporary treasures of this world. His heart was to do the will of His Father and to obey.

Another example of a heart set on the Kingdom of God is David. After all, he is considered, “A man after God’s own heart,” right? Here are some of my favorite passages from the Psalms that reflect our response to God and what it looks like to have our heart set on the treasures of Heaven instead of the treasures of this world.

“Blessed is the man who walks not in the counsel of the wicked, nor stands in the way of sinners, nor sits in the seat of scoffers, but his delight is in the law of the Lord, and on His law he meditates day and night.” Ps. 1:1

“the law of the Lord is perfect, reviving the soul; the testimony of the Lord is sure, making wise the simple; the precepts of the lord are right, rejoicing the heart; the commandment of the Lord is pure, enlightening the eyes; the fear of the Lord is clean, enduring forever; the rules of the Lord are true and righteous altogether. MORE TO BE DESIRED ARE THEY THAN GOLD, SWEETER ALSO THAN HONEY AND DRIPPINGS OF THE HONEYCOMB (emphasis added).” Psalm 19:7-10

“The Lord is my shepherd, I have everything I need.” Psalm 23:1

“One thing have I asked of the Lord, that will I seek after: that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, to gaze upon the beauty of the Lord and to meditate in His temple.” Psalm 27:4

“O God, You are my God; earnestly I seek You; my soul thirst for You; my flesh faints for You, as in a dry and weary land where there is no water. So I have looked upon You in the sanctuary, beholding Your power and glory. Because Your steadfast love is better than life, my lips will praise you. So I will bless You as long as I live; in Your name I will lift up my hands. My soul will be satisfied as with fat and rich food, and my mouth will praise You with joyful lips, when I remember You upon my bed, and meditate on You in the watches of the night; for You have been my help, and in the shadow of Your wings I will sing for joy. My soul clings to You; Your right hand upholds me.” Psalm 63:1-8

“With my whole heart I seek You; let me not wander from Your commandments! I have stored up Your word in my heart, that I might not sin against You.” Psalm 119:10-11

I could keep going, but if you’d like to read through the 2,400 or so verses in the collection of Psalms in your bible, then please do! That would be wonderful, actually, but I simply cannot type the entire collection in this blog. If you don’t have a copy of the bible, then you can read it here.

King David loved God with every fiber of his being and longed for Him. There are some psalms, also, where David would be in a low place in his life. These places varied from being in sin, in war, and in desperation upon being in the presence of a Holy and perfect God. David said, “Your love is better than life.” Evidently, his heart was not set on this world, but on his eternal Father.

The last example I will give comes from a parable Jesus told that actually described a man who rightly responded to the Kingdom of God:

“The kingdom of heaven is like treasure hidden in a field, which a man found and covered up. Then in his joy he goes and sells all that he has and buys that field.” Matthew 13:44

This man knew that there was nothing in this world that could compare to the treasure he found! And because he KNEW he had to have it, he sold EVERYTHING he had in order to have that treasure. And it’s not like he did it reluctantly. Jesus said, he did it with “joy.” This is how we are to respond to Jesus! We should joyfully leave the cares and pleasures of the world, because NOTHING compares to having Jesus. And Jesus is eternal.

So, there are a few examples of storing up treasures in heaven and riding yourself of treasures on earth. Hope it’s a clear follow-up from the last blog

Treasures of the Heart

Well. Here I am, and these past few weeks have been great. Let me just start off by saying that I have yet to get behind in my school assignments. Now, you might say, “Kayla, you’re only 3 weeks in. How could you possibly be behind anyway?” Hmm, my friend, the field I am in is so quickly paced…trust me, it is easy to lag behind. But the Lord has been faithful to keep my mind focused and disciplined. Not to mention, I LOVE my classes this semester! And perhaps the fact that I deactivated FB has helped as well. Which, I will totally give credit to the Lord because it is only by His grace that I was able to click that [deactivate] button! I have found since then that I was a slave to FB. And when I ponder even the title of this website, “A Free Slave,” being a slave to an online social network is not a free state at all! It was a time-sink and I became a sluggard because of it. Not to mention, it was a good and secretive way to keep the latest tabs on people…and by good I actually mean sneaky and bad (you know it’s true…girls AND guys).

Not long after I waved, “So long!” at good ‘ol FB, I was scheduled to go into work. Now, I work in retail, so I am CONSTANTLY bombarded with materialism. I was working the sales floor when I noticed a man looking confusingly at some of our products (ha!). I approached him to see if he needed any help and he said in a foreign accent, “Well, I am looking for gifts to take back home.” So, I smiled and said, “Ok, well, if you have any questions about our products, I’ll be around to help you.”

“Well, I am looking for gifts to take back home.”

That simple statement struck such a different chord in me that is still ringing out today. When I think of “home” I think of a few places. I think of my parents’ home where I grew up, I also think of my new home in BR, and even sometimes I still think of my former home in CenLa. I don’t have a permanent home here. And actually, none of us do. Fact: we will all die, and when we do, we cannot take any of these things with us. In light of this, I began to assess my life and the things in which I place my value. And not only this, but when I do indeed arrive to my permanent home with Christ, will there be treasures stored up there? Will He say, “Kayla, from the looks of this, I can see that your heart has been here, in My kingdom, and not in the world, from where you were called to be in but not of.”

“Fear not, little flock, for it is your Father’s good pleasure to give you the kingdom. Sell your possessions, and give to the needy. Provide yourselves with moneybags that do not grow old, with a treasure in the heavens that does not fail, where no thief approaches and no moth destroys. For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also.” Luke 12: 32-34

Sure, I like to have nice things and to be culturally and socially acceptable. Who doesn’t? But does my heart also lie here? Is this where my joy comes from? Is this where my security comes from?

In verses before these (verses 22-31), Jesus is teaching the people where their hearts are to be set.

And he said to his disciples, “Therefore I tell you, do not be anxious about your life, what you will eat, nor about your body, what you will put on. For life is more than food, and the body more than clothing. Consider the ravens: they neither sow nor reap, they have neither storehouse nor barn, and yet God feeds them. Of how much more value are you than the birds! And which of you by being anxious can add a single hour to his span of life? If then you are not able to do as small a thing as that, why are you anxious about the rest? Consider the lilies, how they grow: they neither toil nor spin, yet I tell you, even Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these. But if God so clothes the grass, which is alive in the field today, and tomorrow is thrown into the oven, how much more will he clothe you, O you of little faith! And do not seek what you are to eat and what you are to drink, nor be worried. For all the nations of the world seek after these things, and your Father knows that you need them. Instead, seek his kingdom, and these things will be added to you.

I especially love when Jesus says to consider the ravens. I am reminded of this often when I’m driving and see birds in the sky or perched on the side of the road. I think, “Wow, they really don’t even know what worry is…and God sustains them!” Jesus is saying that if God would care for a bird, then HOW MUCH MORE WILL HE CARE ABOUT HIS CHILDREN? God graciously gives us all things, whether they seem good or bad (Romans 8:28).

The alternative to worry and to earthly, temporary treasure is to SEEK THE LORD AND HIS KINGDOM. He says this in verse 31 and it is also recorded in Matthew’s Gospel.

Whatever is filling my mind is also what I am filling my eternal home with. As the body of Christ and the instrument the Lord chooses to use to further His Kingdom, are we doing just that? Am I living my life daily so that more people are coming to a saving knowledge of Christ? This is difficult, no doubt. The enemy is crafty in his schemes to destroy the Church and God’s plan (and I am convinced he uses western culture to blind the American Church), but Christ already has the victory, right? Is our faith in His victory? Is MY faith in His victory? Is my treasure in the Kingdom of God or is it in earthly possessions that I can’t even take with me? Am I more concerned about hoarding possessions here or taking more people with me into the Kingdom of God?

Oh, Jesus! Help me to be single-minded, and mute the persuasions of this world!